friendship....or new love??

i know you wouldn't read this but i wanna still write about it..
my dear.. we know since we r in semester 1..not very close at the first but after things by thing happens..we became very close..even i think you r kind of sis to me..
in semester 3.. i still remember your deeply tears..you never cry except because of your family..after more than a year..that is the first time u cry a lot..a lot..u don't want to eat..neither sleep..u know what, even at that time i totally never understood..but my heart hurt to see u like that.. i gave u letters in mosque..i told u..ALLAH love u so much..that's y He gave u a test..u told me your mother ask u to keep the letter until now..then u said.."salma..kau kawan aku dunia akhirat"
sincerely dear..only u my friend that i always mentioned in my doa n make me cry a lot during my prayed.
but now??
i never expected u became like this..do u believe in man that u just met him not more than a month compare to a friends that being with u for 2 years??
do u know a man that u love the most confess his love to me??
do u know that i beg to that man for not leaving u before this final because i want u focus in final..
do u know i hurt a lot..loving u n hate u at the same time??
i'm not asking u to appreciate me..i only ask u..please return my best friend..i missed her a lot..
i never stop praying for u..i only want u to know..i never want to ruined your life or love..u know that i'm gonna get engaged right? so why should i want to steal your bf??
i want u to know..i still by your side even after so much pain u gave to me..because when i started love u honestly..i will never hate u..
assalamualaikum..

i'm so sorry

 

 i'm sorry..i didn't meant to hurt u... 

i always pray for us..

and i knew that u always stay beside me..

even i always do some childish things

you never say anything

as long as me happy

you want to do everything

not gonna let you go

i will never ask you to go

because my doa is...

my destiny with you..always..

alhamdulillah..

lama da x update blog since my sis engagement..
why did i say alhamdulillah?
glad to ALLAH because of Him..we still can take our breath calmly until now..
today i got debate competition..this morning..
alhamdulillah our debate team got first place n syukran i got pembahas terbaik..
its a lot of gift to me..
actually i didn't expect these..to being pembahas terbaik or to be a winner..
my mum ask me to have a good intention to join this debate..
my intention was i want to show or told someone about the management of finance in company..
sory guys..the debate theme was bajet 2013 kepada belia..pembaziran atau pelaburan..kami dapat pembangkang..
a lot of appreciate to my lovely debate team..hazlina halik, nurhazwani marzuki n wani saimi to give a lot of contribution in this..all of us stay up for whole night to prepare this debate..
alhamdulillah for every thing..ALLAH heard our pray..